good morning 🌹 when you put yourself out there on the inter..
Added 2022-01-20 12:02:34 +0000 UTCgood morning 🌹 when you put yourself out there on the internet, there’s a fear that as soon as you’re not 100% on, people will immediately forget about you and leave. i have experienced the loss of people before when i was not nurturing specific connection, people who i was really attached to, and i understand that it comes with the space but it’s still really sucks. this fear, even though it might me a bit irrational, makes it so hard for me to take time for myself without feeling guilty. for example, i have been feeling ill for the past week, and there wasn’t one day where i felt anxious for not doing enough, not replying enough, not engaging enough. because of that, your reassuring words go suuuuch a long way. some of you are aware of this fear of mine and go out of their way to make me feel better and reassure me. thank you so much for your awareness and words. ❤️
